Twenty-ish years ago I was a mother to a 3 year old, a 4 year old, a 6 year old, and an 8 year old. Not only was I “mommy” to these darling-made-of-dust-angels, I was also their homeschool teacher. By God’s grace, much of these years are a distant blur, but let me just say, when I couldn’t handle some of these small but stubborn pupils in my class, they were sent to the principal’s office. Of course, the principal was none other than their no nonsense, but fun-loving daddy.

Now fast forward a very long blink to ten years later: 13, 14, 16, 18–with emphasis on the word “teen.” These four bigger and more complex earthlings entered a whole new world called public school. New challenges were met, new rules were laid down; and yes, more than my husband and I wanted, these rules were broken. Thus, consequences followed. There was even a time when Mac and I made a trip to the real principle’s office in the real high school on account of one our delightful offspring.

After writing these two paragraphs, I need a nap.

In all seriousness, as I think back on these years of my own parenting, I ask myself, “What if we didn’t spank, or use time-out, or deal appropriately with our toddlers? Or in the later years, what if we didn’t take away the phones, or car keys, or other privileges for our teenagers?” As parents, It was our sincere hope that our loving discipline would contribute to a maturing child.

Likewise for you and me, God disciplines us to mature us. We as humans innately think that our way is better than God’s choice path, so we stubbornly or defiantly (or even innocently) go for it! Thankfully, our good, good Father enters our waywardness not only to mercifully rescue us, but also to gracefully teach us.

Discipline does not feel good, but it is good. It’s never really wanted, but it’s always truly needed in order for us to grow. We WILL make mistakes, and consequences WILL follow; let’s choose to be refined by them, not buried under them. Whether we are in our toddler, teenage, or twenties concerning our faith-walk with our loving Father, let’s receive what He gives us with a teachable heart.

He says to each one of us, “You are mine; I love you, and I want to lead you into what is best for you. Sweetheart, it’s time to grow up.”

Trust His gentle love; submit to His refining hand.

For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it. Hebrews 12:11

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How is life for you right now? What is your state of mind? Are you living…I mean really living?

These are questions I asked myself when I read this simple yet thought-provoking phrase in scripture: He lived among the tombs (Mark 5:3). The passage surrounding this verse tells of one of the many miracles of Jesus. By merely speaking, the Messiah cast a legion of demons out of a man and into a herd of pigs. Close your eyes for ten seconds and envision this story played out–wow, wow, WOW! My favorite verse in this passage is: And they came to Jesus and saw the demon-possessed man, the one who had the legion, sitting there, clothed and in his right mind, and they were afraid (Mark 5:15). The people were filled with fear because of the incredible power they had just witnessed; the man was filled with peace because of the inexplicable freedom he had just experienced. Let us remember that Jesus is the same today.

With that being said, I so wish that we could experience miracle after miracle after miracle like this one, but really, is that what Jesus is trying to teach us in this story? Are instant miracles really the building blocks of our lifelong faith? They most certainly contribute to our faith, however let’s just look at Jesus’ day: the very people who saw these miracles are also the ones who crucified him. (Let’s face it; we all crucified him). I think the main point of this true story, and other miracles, is to speak into our greatest disease, which is SIN. It’s deadlier than any virus ever, and we all have it.  Our sin sickness is way worse than we can imagine, but Jesus’ power over sin is even greater than that. And when we confess and BELIEVE we are forgiven, we, just like the man in the story, are flooded with peace.

Now, we can WALK IN FREEDOM–miracle of miracles! Scripture says this about the man after he was healed: And he went away and began to proclaim in Decapolis how much Jesus had done for him, and everyone marveled (Mark 5:20).

So here is our hard personal question, “What do you and I need to be released from today? Is it anxiety? control? bitterness? doubt?” Each one of us could have a different answer. For me, among many things, I need freedom from worrying about the future. My daughter Emmy Baxter is getting married next month, but due to the pandemic, what will that look like? Worry IS sin! I need God’s power to take over, and his peace to flood in.

Take time to “get real with God” and look into the mirror of His word. Become the man that Jesus heals in Mark 5:1-20. Ask the Lord, “In what way am I ‘living among the tombs?” The flesh is so very strong and the enemy is equally deceiving, but remember the Spirit is stronger and the truth sets you free! The battle will be real and ongoing until we cross heaven’s threshold, but the Victor lives within us right now. Allow His power and peace to help you moment by moment by moment. And then, let’s learn to count each of these moments as miracle after miracle after miracle, because they are.

The stone has been rolled away. It’s time to step out into freedom…will you?

The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because the Lord has anointed me to bring good news to the poor, he has sent me to bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to those who are bound. Isaiah 61:1-3

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Have you believed the lie that you "have to have it all together" to meet with God? Well, let me remind you of the story of Zacchaeus. He was that "wee little man" that some of us used to sing about in our childhood Sunday school class. Can't you envision this short-legged-long-robed man running ahead and climbing a tree in order to get a good look at Jesus in the midst of the upcoming crowd? And then can you imagine his surprise when Jesus called him by name saying, "Zacchaeus, hurry and come down, for I must stay at your house today." Wow! Scripture says that Zacchaeus received Jesus into his house with joy. (See Luke 19:1-10 for the full story).These verses also tell us that Zacchaeus was a rich tax-collector. He made his money by over-charging his own people. His lifestyle was full of deception, and not many people liked him, at all. But then there was Jesus, dining with him at his kitchen table! Something beautiful happened in this One-on-one "lunch hour." Jesus, (God in the flesh), spoke to him Face to face, Heart to heart, and the small man came out of this divine interaction magnificently changed. The cords of deception and ropes of selfish living had been severed by the only One who could do it, and he was free! And with this new found freedom, he ran to out of his house to give to the poor and to pay back four times what he owed to those he had cheated. Another wow -- that must have been quite a holy conversation in Zaccheus' kitchen!Do you know that He is also calling you by name? He wants to sit with you and have a very personal conversation with you. You and I both have different cords of sin that keep us in bondage; but take heart, this is the very reason Jesus wants to sit with you. There is no such thing as "having it all together" first. If Jesus were sitting across the table from you right now, He would explain that at the cross, He purchased you with His very own holy blood, a choice-act motivated by His love, and a must-act in order for you to be in His presence. He would go on to say that this Life-for-life transaction covered all your sin, and I mean all of it. He would then encourage you, like He did Zaccheaus, to expose these sins so He can cut these cords and set you free.Let's be today's Zaccheaus. Let's be so intrigued by Jesus that we do something radical in our quest for Him (but maybe not climb a tree!). Then let's hear the Lord personally call us by name. Be delighted and humbled to sit with Him. Feast on His word; engage with his Spirit. Give Him space to speak to you Heart to heart. Believe this: His sacrificial love was the price He paid for you to be His child. The promised Redeemer has come! Let this truth sink in until it changes you. And then run out of your house in freedom, or I should say in our current situation, get on-line, and tell the world about your personal encounter with God.For you shall go out in joy and be led forth in peace; the mountains and the hills before you shall break forth into singing, and the trees of the field shall clap their hands. Instead of the thorn shall come up the cypress; instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle; and it shall make a name for the Lord, an everlasting sign that shall not be cut off. Isaiah 55:12-13

About a week ago during one of my quarantine days I was curled up alone in my bed feeling quite pitiful due to a relational spat I was having with a very special someone. (I will not mention names, but bottom line, he took a long drive and I had a big ugly cry). We can both chuckle about it now, but it was no laughing matter then. The most comforting thing about this time was that I knew the Lord was with me, seeing my tears, understanding my heart, entering my mess.In times like this, I have learned to take the ancient Bible stories for face value:--God was with the people of Israel as they crossed the divided Red Sea.--God was with Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego in the fiery furnace.--God was with David as he ran toward the battle line.--And... God is with me today, right now, this very moment.Do you believe the presence of the Lord is with you? This truth makes ALL the difference. It changes everything! Believe He is with you in the mighty moments and believe that He is with you in the darkest hour. We see this once again in scripture when Paul was put in prison because of the people's dissension; they were ready "to tear him to pieces." In his prison cell, "the night immediately following, the LORD STOOD AT HIS SIDE and said, "Take courage..." (Acts 23:10-11, emphasis mine).Just the way the Lord stood by Paul and so many others in the Bible, he stands by you and me, telling each one of us, especially in this very strange and uncertain time, "Take courage." Believe that He is standing by you, supporting you, comforting you.I choose to believe this truth in my own life-circumstances:--I want to say to my quarantined mother-in-law who just lost her husband of 60 years, "Mev, take courage, He stands by you."--I want to say to my daughter Emmy as she walks into every Covid room on her nursing floor at Vanderbilt, "Emmy Baxter, take courage, He stands by you."--I want to say to my other daughter who sweetly, yet wearily walks into her three-month-old baby's room in the wee hours of the morning to nurse her (again), "Maggie Marie Gilmer, take courage, He stands by you."And I want to say to you, my friend wherever you are in your circumstances, "Take courage, He stands by you.”You are not alone. The God that hung the sun, moon, and stars is in your midst. The Creator that knows your inner most fears is surrounding you with His love. The Savior that came out of the tomb is alive and well within you through His spirit. Talk to Him. Give Him all your worries. Ask for help. Thank Him for His strong support. Trust Him with all your heart, even if it's your darkest hour.Yes, take courage today, because the Almighty God, who is also your closest companion, is standing in your midst.Nevertheless, I am continually with You; You have taken hold of my right hand. With Your counsel You will guide me. Psalm 73:23-24

We love, because He first loved us. 1 John 4:19

For much of my young adult life I can compare my journey of faith to someone who is running on a treadmill; however, the treadmill itself is not turned on. This one factor, of course, creates a completely unnecessary struggle. To compare this thought to my spiritual life years ago, it was as if I was operating from a value that was (is) indeed true, but it was out of order. I would say, step by legalistic step: "I love God, I love God, I love God...", and trudge obediently through God's commandments in order to to earn something that was actually already mine. It wasn't until I fully understood that God loved me first, that the treadmill of my faith flipped on. The moment this happened, I began running in freedom, saying to myself, "God loves me! God loves me! God loves me!"....And then from this reality, the next flowing words to the world, "God love you! God loves you! God loves you!"It's hard for me to say it better than God, so as you read these verses, allow the Lord to speak to your heart with His pursuing love. HE is the Initiator of your relationship!Here is His love letter:"He sent from on high, He took me; He drew me out of many waters. He rescued me from my strong enemy and from those who hated me. They confronted me in the day of my calamity, but the Lord was my support. He brought me out into a broad place; He rescued me, because He delighted in me." Psalm 18:16-19 The Lord appeared to him from afar, saying, 'I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore with lovingkindness I have drawn you.'" Jeremiah 31:3 "I have called you by name; you are Mine!" Isaiah 43:1 Jesus said, "You did not choose me, but I chose you...". John 15:16 And Jesus prayed... I ask "that they may all be one, even as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You, that they also may be in Us; that the world may believe that You sent Me." John 17:20-21 While they were eating, Jesus took some bread, and after a blessing, He broke it and gave it to the disciples, and said, “Take eat; this is My body.” Matthew 26:26 God knew what it would take for us to be in a holy relationship with Him--the sacrifice of His perfect Son--His life for ours. It was God's idea; He initiated it, and then followed through with it. Jesus came for us! It was His steadfast love that drove Him forward for your sake and mine.Today, as we are in the midst of Holy Week as well as a pandemic, take time to thank the Lord for His pursuit. Believe, even in the midst of this chaotic time, that what He has to offer you is indestructible.Allow Him to "turn your treadmill on" as He whispers these holy and personal words to your heart, "I love you! I love you! I love you...first!"Now, run to the world.God, You are the Initiator, Thank you! I am humbled by Your pursuit. I have done nothing to deserve it, yet You still came. Continue to chase me when I wander; catch me, hold me. Please keep me secure as You have promised. Again, thank You for the Origin of love that started in heaven then passed through hell to get to me. Amen.

My daughter Emmy just started her first job as a registered nurse this past October. Little did she know that several months later, her floor would be designated as one of the two COVID floors in her hospital; however, God knew it. I am confident He is with her each time she enters a patient's room.Because Emmy lives with Mac and me, she is somewhat quarantined to the upstairs for now. (We practice social distancing at the stairwell often). We decided that I would bring her things to eat and drink so that she would not have to enter the kitchen. Because of this routine, I wash, rinse, and dry my hands multiple times throughout the day.I bet your hand-washing has increased in the last few weeks as well.With this health-conscious activity that is already going on in your home, I invite you to accept this simple yet powerful challenge: while washing your hands for the recommended 20 seconds...pray.Let's utilize this time standing still at the sink for the greater good. As your hands are underneath running water, you have the ability to say words to an all powerful God that will go beyond the walls of your home. It's your way, and my way, of contributing to both the care of our spiritual hearts and also the defeat of this physical virus. While others are on the frontline, we can be their strong support through prayer.Because God is lovingly concerned about our deepest issue, which is the condition of our heart, let's start our twenty-second-praying there. He says, "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick" (Jeremiah 17:9). So let's pray these three things:

1. Pray for your own heart. Ask God to change anything in your heart that needs refining. How do you want to be different when all this is over? Ask Him to draw you closer to Him, to make you more like Him in thought, word, and deed. Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Psalm 51:10.
2. Pray for the hearts of your loved ones. Again, ask the Lord to change anything in your loved one's hearts that needs redirecting. Pray for them to know the Lord Jesus; ask Him to give them true life, peace, and provision during this hard time. I will give them a heart to know Me, for I am the Lord. They will be My people, and I will be their God, for they will return to Me with all their whole heart. Jeremiah 24:7
3. Pray for the Lord to change the direction of this virus. God is all powerful. God is able. Tell Him. Praise Him. Claim Him. And then ask Him to do His mighty work. Let all the earth fear the Lord; let all the inhabitants of the world stand in awe of Him. For He spoke and it was done. He commanded and it stood fast. Psalm 33:8-9.

Choose to pray as your stand still for twenty seconds at the sink. Do this seven times in a row, and it will become a habit, right? I'm doing it now, and it is a game changer for me. I feel like I'm actually contributing something in this battle!Believe these short meaningful prayers will have profound implications for you, for those you love, and for the world. Become a prayer warrior because the people on the frontline need you, and so do the patients. Commit; persevere; fight the good fight. Remember, you are talking to Almighty God several times a day... He's listening ....He's responding .... believe you are making a difference...because you are.